I need help please help me?

you're in 6th grade...calm down. You have a lot of life before you. Things will probably get better. And joining a gang is not the answer to having issues in life, you'll just get an even worse reputation and possibly get killed. Do the crips even accept kids as young as you? I dont know anything about gangs but please dont join one, just ride out the hard times as best as you can and things will get better.